Monday, February 2, 2009

kitty balls


I'm having my kitten's manhood removed tomorrow, and I feel a little badly about it because I know he has no idea what is coming for him. I wonder it would be like to be told that by tomorrow, you will have no more balls. What would you do in the meantime? Maybe it's better to just not know, and to continue living your life in kitty bliss not realizing that you are about to completely change in so many ways in just a few hours.

Holding hands with Obama

Obama and I were heading out onto a helipad from the White House and he grabbed my hand while we ran outside. The press saw that it was the President and came running towards us, snapping our photos and yelling questions while we ran, hand in hand, to his helicopter. Once inside, we nuzzled each other closely as we rose in the air... and then this scene replayed itself in my dream all morning.

Friday, December 19, 2008

oops

Okay, so I'm not exactly good with money. These last few days I have been adding up my debts and the grand totals are truly alarming. The last few years have been quite the roller coaster and the real world is coming up quicker on the horizon than I had originally planned. I knew I would have to deal with it at all some point and to my credit, I have ran away from it for years now. I've had some free time lately though, and its led me to understand that... it's time to deal with this shit. I think my only option is to make like the rest of the country: declare bankruptcy and hope for the best. I'm getting all my ducks in a row and then calling a lawyer that will hopefully be thrilled to call and deal with things that I just can't bring myself to even think about.

It really is too bad that you can't just go back in time, just so to do a few things differently.

While looking up lawyers and reading all about debtor's rights today, I also got a few other much more exciting things accomplished. I mustered up the courage to call Chicago Public Radio and and now I have a phone interview on Monday, which makes me incredibly happy and hopeful.

I also got tickets to go with Matt to San Francisco in February, marking a whole year together. =)

Life can be so sweet and sour.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

you got me going

So lets all agree that Britney's new album is fucking amazing.

Especially 'Phonography', which is a lovely song about phone sex. The lyrics are pretty amazing, and go a little like this:

"I like my bluetooth, uh oh, button's coming loose, i need my hands free. then i let my mind blow, playing with my ring tone, you got service, i got service, baby we can talk all night."

"there will be no talk of adding you to my plan, thats how we should keep it mr telephone man."

Genius.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HmFZTsWg8K4

chrissmas up date

Christmas time seems to be upon us once again and I for one am thrilled. It's going to be hard to top the last few Christmases I've had. Last year, I went home to my Mother's and it was a depressing affair, as my Mom was in a very sour mood and the boyfriend I had brought home at the time was awful, so I proceeded to drink my little heart out until my Mom insisted that she drive me to the train, while I sang Pat Benetar to her as loud as I could.

This year, however, is already shaping up to be better. Matt and I did a little decorating last night, as seen by Sable at the Christmas lamp. I'm also holding out a faint hope of getting a car for Christmas. I've been talking to my Dad about getting a cheap one to get around the city in the winter and he seems surprisingly receptive to the idea and wants to help me get one. But I spoke to him yesterday and found out that while looking for a car for me, he bought himself one instead! Apparently he bought it "with me in mind", but I don't really know how you can see a red Cadillac Eldorado and think that it would be a good car for your gay son that lives in the ghetto. But now it's just so perfect for him that he's just going to have to keep looking. Hrmph.

As for Chicago Public Radio, we have been e-mailing each other for the last few weeks trying to set up times to be interviewed, and now I feel like it's looking grim. I'm not giving up hope quite yet though, I will do that once I know the internship should have already started. Maybe I will just work up the courage to just call them, to plea to work for free.

Monday, November 3, 2008

Sunday, October 26, 2008

its in the bag.

Maybe I'm setting myself up disappointment, but I think Obama really has got this whole thing in the bag.